Thursday, April 4, 2013

SHE

"Often the deepest pain which empowers you to grow into your highest self."

Out there sits a girl I know, she may be alot like you or someone you know. She's one of those girls that would do anything for a friend. She's the one that you can always count on - lean on and know will be there. She's got a smile on her face and a skip in her step. She choses to see the best in people even when they have shown her the worse. She believes in doing whats right not just when its easy but esp when its hard. She has a grace about her a calming grace that rubs off on you.You may think she's got it made but if you know her story you realize its all in her attitude. Things in her life have not been easy to say the least a better way to say it is she's been thru hell and back again not once but twice and maybe a third time. She has every reason to be cold to others to think the very worse of what life will bring to her. But she doesn't. During all those moments when she could have given up. Could have throw herself a pity party she chose a different route. She simple decided that she could be tougher. She knows the balance of life and how in order to know true joy she must endure true sorrow. She is wise beyond her years yet has not a clue about that wisdom...She is still well simply her  - who she has always been. She may be covered in scars and is still healing from some but to me those scars bring her beauty. For each scar there was once a wound and with time it healed and add to her life. her story. To me she is more from those scars. those lessons. those tears. those losses. those heartbreaks. those rock bottom moments. Each and every day she makes me proud to have someone that fights for the best that life has to offer even thou she has been dealt more than her fair share of the worse stuff. 

Life has once again punched her hard in the gut and sucked the wind right out of her lungs but I know she is capable of rising once again. She will be broken open and will grow from this time and become MORE....all in her own time grace and style. What I am thankful for is she knows this isn't the worse hell she has had to walk thru...but then again hell has all sorts of levels. Yet I am certain she will take this pain and let it empower her and grow into a higher self....all along making me proud of how she will embark on such a journey. Because of people like her I know they were put on this earth to teach us not by the words they speak but by the actions on they live their life. For she is deteremined not to be lessen or defined by the rock bottom moments life has brought her. She is the master of who and how she becomes. No one but SHE has that power over her life.

"I am not what has happened to me. I am what I choose to become."

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