You ever find yourself waiting... Waiting for the bathroom. Waiting in the check out line. Waiting for concert dates to be announced. Waiting for the fish to bit. Waiting for the store to have your size in store. Waiting for you food to be cooked. Waiting for a paper to be graded. Waiting Waiting Waiting. I hate it simple as that. Well I don't hate it hate it I don't complain while waiting because it does simply no good. But the acutal WAIITNG well it about sucks the life out of me. Sometimes I wish life supplied you with a remote so you can fast forward. stop. or replay...however that is not the case is it...
I get the whole waiting to be surprised thing when you are having a baby...but ot be honest I don't think I could wait...the suspense would drive me crazy...I would go back and forth I am sure for not wanting to know to having to know to finally just NEEDING and HAVING to know. I will admit I do over all well with trust in my journey esp during times that I do not understand it. Yet there are those moments I just want to know...I prolli would fall in that group of people that would want to know how long they have on this earth but then again on a given day that thought may change...I am on the fence about it and prolli will be thankfully its not something I can ever truly 100% find out. I want to have faith in the life I live that will bring me to the places I need to be and I will be surrounded by the people I need to be. Trouble is that sometimes my wants do not match up to my needs. There lies the problem. There are certain things I just want and in a way need badly. And the whole waiting part sometimes over takes me. To the point where I just have to do something get as busy as I possibly can so my mind does not drift in a way i completely forget about it. BUSY i can handle its the part when I slow down and realize I am still waiting that I go crazy with. YET its a fact of life somethings in life we just have to let play out and see how it goes....its annoying. its hard. and its just the way it goes simple. as. that. WAITING...it does blow doesn't it. And the worse part if you aren't careful how you handle such a thing it can swallow you whole it can consume you in stress. worry. fear....and sometimes its all for nothing. Yet with age i am learning to deal with it in a more positive matter....what is that you may ask....oh course OUT of SIGHT OUT of MIND...duh!! The funny truth is as immature and at times as unhealthy as it appears it truly is the best thing you can do.... to put it on the back burned and figure it out with time. Its like that saying goes if your watching and waiting for a pot to boil walk away stop looking at it and the time won't seem like its taking forever. I guess life can be viewed in the same way stop focusing on it...allow your eyes to view other thigns allow your mind to drift and before you know it...you will be done waiting.
"More than anything I want to trust in a journey that I don't understand."
"I write entirely to find out what I am thinking & feeling, what I am looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear."
"Loving you changed my life. It should come as no surprise that losing you has done the same."
"I am living proof that a shattered heart can still beat.:
"I am living proof that a shattered heart can still beat.:
LOVEthisLiFE
- Michelle
- "Life lies in the JOURNEY not the Destination." Everyday I awake to embrace the day I have been given. Thru times of struggle and in happiness--I find reasons each and everyday to LOVEthisLIFE.
Every story is one to be heard....
"You have been given the chance to live, so LIVE."
"Your soul knows the geography of your destiny. Your soul alone has the map of your future. Therefore, you can trust this indirect, oblique side of yourself. If you do, it will take you where you need to go. But more importantly it will teach you a kindness of rhythm in your journey."
"Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly, your wholeness when you are broken, your innocence when you feel guilty and your purpose when you are confused."
"I may not have gone where I intended to go - but I believe I have ended up where I needed to be."
"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy.' They told me - I didn't understand the assignment, and I told them they didn't understand life."
"If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars."
"Some people just live life in a way that well seems against the grain - never taking the paved way the easy way never living to the checklist of life...but maybe just maybe they are seeking a little bit more from life."
"All of your life is about growing into your personal best...all of your life is about growing into greatness."
"When something bad happens, you have three choices...you can either let it define you, let it destroy you OR you can let it strengthen you."
"I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders."
"Do one thing everyday that scares the complete shit out of you."
"Try to be like a turlte, at ease in your own shell."
"There is a great mystery that none of us will get until that last breath and EVERYTHING will become VERY CLEAR."
"There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with."
"Overcome the notion that you must be regular it robs you of the chance to be extraordinary."
"Too much has been given much is required. You must do something for the greater good to show your gratefulness for the blessings in your life."
"The CHALLENGE of my LIFE is to see how far I can take it."
"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."
Never ask, "What reason do I have to be happy?" Instead ask, "To what purpose can I attach my happiness?"
"Maybe mistakes are what makes our fate - without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we never veered off course we wouldn't be who we are now."
"The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core of strength within you that survives all hurt."
"Michelangelo said the best way to judge the essential elements of a sculpture is to throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces will breake away. Sometimes life is like that. It tosses us down a hill. But when we reach the bottom and only the important things are left, that's when our vision clears. That's when we hold on tight to what we know, while hope stirs inside us. It's all a matter of perspective."
"Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm but to add color to my sunset sky."
"Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces - I would still plant my apple tree."
"Turn your wounds into wisdom and your mess into your message."
"Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness."
"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek & find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."
"Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared."
"It is impossible to win the race unless you venture to run, impossible to win the victory unless you dare to battle."
"The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet."
"When you find the way others will find you. Passing by on the road they will be drawn to your door. The way that cannot be heard will be echoed in your voice. The way that cannot be seen will be reflected in your eyes." -Choose your own journey even if it means taking a path no one ever has.
"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer anwsers."
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