i miss them a little more

Tonite is the first night I have found myself sleepin in my bed since Nov 15th..and today was the first day I spent alone...yet I couldn't help but stare at the door just waiting til Alice and Michaela would be walking back into the door coming home from the gym...but the hours passed and reality set in...they are gone...and I am left with the echos of their laughter, photos capturing their smiles and memories to last me until I see them again...I would want nothin more rite now than to be sleepin on an air mattress and listenin to Alice cough up a lung. I would want nothing more than for Alice to make me a cup of tea---i tried and havin the best its crap when u try urself. I would want nothing more than to sing whiskey girl and I love this bar with Michaela..I would want nothing more than to drink as many cups of coffee possible with Michaela on a road trip.

BUT I had the best of that world and now its time to let them go and let them venture off to bigger and better people and places. But tonite I miss them a little more than the days after they first left.