Meant to be...

Happy V-Day...most would say I love you today but well I like to say I hate you to all those that I love and care about...my way of making light of one of the most out of control holidays...anyways moving on..haha

I always thought for the longest time that some people try to be more than who they are or change for someone...but I have come to realize that some people just need a certain person a certain love to open themselves up to truly being a person they were all along meant to be but they needed someone to reveal that very greatness that always had laid in their souls.

Certain people make us feel more than we think that we are..but the truth is its these very people that fully see us...and see the person that is just awaiting for us to be...so I believe in a special love that can transform us...some realize this with knowing and are capable of being just who they are suppose to be-al by themselves...others need a little help... I have seen both kinds of these walks of life...and the truth is not one is better than the other because in the end the result is the same we are able to fully and completely be the people we are meant to be.

Love is a powerful thing...it changes us awakes us inspires us and so much more..it opens us up to happiness..it opens us up to ourselves and forces us to see the very things that someone loves about us and in a way gets us to love ourselves...it makes us give...it helps us to be what in times we think is better and bigger than the people we think that we are...but the truth is it doesn't makes us better nor bigger...it gives us the freedom to be ourselves...fully and completely.

I have never had such a dramatic love in my life. Maybe I will maybe I won't...because in the end it doesn't matter...I have found that love in my father my mother my brothers my punk my grandparents my family my packer punks my friends...and its that love that helped me find me...its that love that helped me be just who I was always meant to be...and no I have not fully reached or become that person...I believe I am not capable of fully becoming that very true soul...I will not be completely complete until I leave...until my life on this planet is over...until then I am given the time to find her be her grow into her love her and become her....what a gift this life is..what a blessing it is to have the love of so many...all in the end just helping us guiding us loving us encouraging us inspiring us to reveal our soul's greatness and becoming someone we were all along meant to be...